Saturday, 31 December 2011

India. It's a crazy, topsy-turvy, curly-wurly, contradictory bubble of mayhem - and I love it. Love it. Despite all of its kooky madness, India has well & truly won me over. It's been about 10 days since I checked myself out of the spiritual confines of ashram life - and what a 10 days it's been.

I was collected from the ashram by the lovely Ritesh - he & his business partner Chandru are overseeing my DJ bookings for me whilst in India. He travelled for the best part of 24 hours from his hometown in Bangalore to pick me up from Kerela to accompany me to Goa. And here we arrive at my very first Indian train journey. It was a fun experience - it took about 18 hours on the train for us to creep northwards up the Kerelan coastline to Goa. The train was huge - super long - and not particularly fast. We stopped at stations for about an hour on  more than one occasion, but hey...it's India...what's the rush? Chai & coffee sellers walked up & down the train "chai, chai, chai" "coffee, coffee, coffee" literally every minute. Then came the food guys "biriyani, biriyani, biriyani". Thankfully they paused overnight...and resumed promptly at 5am the following morning.

I was to spend one night in Goa before heading to Pune for my first gig. We opted to stay in Arambol - and upon first impressions I have to say I was not overly enamored with the place. It was a bit of a hippy overload for me - and it had a bit of a strange vibe. Fun place to shop (although the shopping was almost identical to Camden Town, but just hotter - and cheaper), but it just felt a little too much like a home from home. I wasn't really there long enough to absorb it fully, but that was what immediately struck me.

Next was Pune for my gig. A bumpy 12 hour bus ride on a sleeper bus took us there. But when your head is getting bounced around all over the place on the pillow it's pretty hard to sleep - so I meditated & tried really hard not to need to pee (there are no toilets on the long haul buses. Yes, really - although they do make the odd pee stop here & there...if you don't mind bushing it). The club put me up in a lovely hotel for the night - I had my first hot shower in a month (it felt amazing) and slept in probably the biggest bed on the planet. Treats. The gig was super fun - I met some incredible people - mostly friends of Ritesh & Chandru - and had a total blast. The next day we headed back to Goa, this time to the sleepy little town of Morjim, where my good buddy & fellow DJ / music producer, Pawas was staying.

Pawas has some good friends here in Morjim - Navin, who runs the beach huts where I'm staying - and Chetan, who runs an Ayurveda centre about 5 minutes from Navin's huts. They are such amazing guys - all of them. They have been totally looking after me, spoiling me rotten & making me feel so welcome - I am so thankful to have been lucky enough to have such amazing people surrounding me. Despite not really being fully convinced about Goa initially, it has managed to creep under my skin and I am slowly falling in love with it. At this time of year it's pretty crazy - the traffic jams are incredible (trust me, you haven't experienced a traffic jam until you've been in an Indian traffic jam) and there is a dark side to the place - but if you put your judgement aside & accept it for what it is you do find yourself having a stupid amount of fun here.

I've been treated to some incredible meals, have indulged in fabulous massages and have taken beautiful night time strolls along the beach. And yes, for sure I've been partying. I don't think I could have made a more polarized transition if I'd tried - from ashram to Goa. So far I've had one gig here - at a beachfront bar - which was amazing - I had the whole place dancing & fully impressed Ritesh & Chandru and the incredibly lovely venue owners, so that was wonderful. Tonight I have my second Goan gig at what I'm told is a very cool venue. Excited!

Since leaving the ashram I've been continuing to digest the valuable lessons I learnt there - and without a shadow of a doubt I can say they are fully serving to enrich my life on a daily basis. My meditations have become deeply profound, during which I've had some incredible realizations. I've always believed in the interconnectedness of all life, but the other evening whilst meditating I actually came to fully understand precisely what this means - it's one thing believing something, it's totally another actually understanding it. Since then, I have naturally found myself to be much more accepting and far, far less judgemental. Resultantly, I have been fully able to immerse myself in the here & now and relish each & every experience. I feel protected, safe & loved, wherever I am. I really do feel like the luckiest girl alive.

I hope 2012 brings you all everything you hope, wish and pray for. Never lose sight of your goals - focus on the end point & everything else will fall in to place. Have amazing new year's eve celebrations, whatever you chose to do :) xxx

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

This past week seems to have flown by in the blink of an eye. Early last week I did a 2 day meditation course which was absolutely sublime. On the first day we meditated for a total of almost 12 hours - on the second day we were in meditation for around 5 hours. I felt like I was floating somewhere up in the stratosphere...I definitely was not inhabiting this realm! It has actually made me curious to look into the more intensive meditation retreats that are on offer - the Vipassana one in particular, whereby you meditate for up to 8 hours a day. It's just a thought for now...let's see where it leads. If the opportunity presents itself for me to try it out, I will.

Once I had finished floating around in the higher realms and was firmly back on Planet Earth, a small group of us decided to take a couple of days off from ashram life & we headed to a nearby - and incredibly beautiful seaside town, Varkala. It felt amazing to be out of the ashram and in nature - I literally felt like a bird that had been let out of her cage. It was utterly fabulous splashing around in the sea, diving into the waves (which are quite substantial I might add!) Even though the ashram is built literally on a beach we are not allowed to sunbathe or go swimming in the sea...you can imagine how much I've been itching to get into the ocean!

These past couple of days back at the ashram I've been sent back out into the stratosphere again - I did 2 different healing sessions in 2 consecutive days, which shifted a lot of stuff for me - and left me knocked slightly for 6! Then, on Sunday night, I received a hug from Amma, which again shifted a lot of energy inside me. Yesterday, once the haze of the weekend's healing sessions had cleared, I took a little bus ride to visit Rajesh & his wonderful family, who live in a town close by to the ashram. (thank you so much Stefan for putting us in touch!). I had so much fun on the journey there & back - taking in the sights & sounds (mostly tooting horns - it's incredible how much people use them out here!) of the Kerelan countryside. It's so incredibly beautiful - I can't wait to start fully exploring. I was so taken aback by everybody's willingness to help me find my way to Rajesh's hometown. People were literally going out of their way to make sure I was safe & on the right bus. And the hospitality extended to me by Rajesh and his family was absolutely wonderful. I will definitely be making much more time to spend with them when I return to Kerela after the new year!

Tomorrow I leave the ashram to head for the shores of Goa (from the ashram to the club...what a change that's going to be!) Despite enjoying my time here at the ashram I am super excited to be starting the next chapter of my little Indian adventure.

Monday, 12 December 2011

Oooh these past few days have been interesting!! The roller coaster of emotions continues to take me on its tumultuous ride as difficult aspects of my personality keep coming to the surface. This week I've been faced with situations that have consistently pushed my tolerance, acceptance, patience and compassion buttons - and pushed them hard. And the ironic thing is...I know these are the aspects of my personality that need the most work. I need to become responsible for myself in ways I have not been before - and learn to treat everything around me with acceptance and neutrality. I guess half the battle is realizing what you need to fix - now what I need to do is actualize the new thought processes that will help me to move beyond these issues.

The lessons came in the form of more difficult Amma devotees behaving in a less-than evolved ways towards me, which allowed me to (with a LOT of effort) put my rusty, creaky and slow to start compassion and tolerance engines into action. This was not easy, but it was the first step in making a change - and the first step is always the hardest to take. The second lesson came in the form of rushing to Amma's hospital to help out after the nurses walked out on a strike.

Apparently there were some disagreements and issues over low pay and the strike action was initiated by the communist sections of society (who, I'm told, do not like Amma). There was even a rumour that doctors from the other hospitals encouraged the student nurses at Amma's hospital to strike because their hospitals were choosing to go to Amma's hospital - which offers cheaper and better medical service. Anyhow, the how & why of the strike still isn't 100% clear - but the fact remains that the hospital was left without any nurses. I saw an urgent notice asking ashram residents to offer to go to the hospital to help out, so without a second thought I signed myself up.

After a 4 hour bus ride, we entered the town of Kochin, where the hospital is based. As we pulled into the gates of the hospital we were told to close the windows of the bus & turn off the inside lights as the strikers may throw stones at us. Wonderful. We stepped off the bus as inconspicuously as possible & as we walked to the hospital side entrance we saw the strikers yelling & chanting over at the main entrance. It was a pretty threatening sight to behold, but thankfully no violence occurred & we managed to enter the hospital safely. As we signed in, we were told that we were to work 12 hour shifts & that during our shifts we were to simply sit & be present & not move from the ward unless a nurse came to ask us for assistance. Our food was even to be brought to us. To cut a long story short, I ended up sitting in a small staff room in a plastic chair in Intensive Care for about 5 hours, and then ended up sleeping in an empty ward on a hospital bed. It was one of the strangest experiences of my life.

Needless to say, it was an experience that left me ruffled for a good couple of days - and I battled with my good buddies Acceptance, Tolerance & Compassion constantly over these days. I felt angry & confused - my faith started to wane, I stopped meditating & I had no interest at all in going to sit in the hall to meditate with Amma. I felt like an angry teenager who was rebelling against her parents. I did not want to conform to ashram life or anything that it had to offer and that was that. Hmm. Interesting. After spending much time contemplating (rather moodily I hasten to add) my experiences at the hospital, I finally sat down with myself and started meditating. I felt drawn to talk to one of the Swamis about my experiences - so that's what I did - and my word, did it change everything!

She explained things to me in ways that resonated so deeply with me that all the anger, frustration & intolerance I had been feeling melted away as the light of comprehension came flooding in. It feels so good to be out the other end of this little (wait...large!) lesson - and to once again have a smile on my face. Not only do I have a smile on my face, but I feel so alive and so in love with the world. Colours seem more vibrant, sensations more sensational - and people & situations so much more tolerable.

I've also spent the last couple of days on an Ayurveda course, developing an understanding of this ancient and deeply wise medical practice. It has helped me appreciate much more profoundly the spirituality of India - and the wisdom it has to offer. It's a fascinating science - one that treats the root of the problem rather than the symptoms - and it really heals.

I'll be checking out of the ashram slightly earlier than expected. I've managed to get myself a DJ gig near Mumbai on 24th Dec (yeays!), so I'll be leaving the ashram around 22nd to head north. I'll then be winging it over to Goa to spend Christmas and New Year's with some friends. I'm really looking forward to the gig - and to getting some party time in after this rather intense time of introspection and growth. I have another 10 days to go here...so there's still plenty of time for more fun and frolics on the Spirituality Express...I'll be certain to keep you all posted :)

I've also managed to upload some photos for you...hopefully you'll be able to check them out here:

http://www.dropbox.com/gallery/41172975/1/India?h=e842b4

Sending you all masses of love.

L xxx

Tuesday, 6 December 2011

The past few days have been a total roller coaster! I've been uplifted, confounded, dumbfounded, confused, angered - and everything in between! Being here - and being so immersed in meditation & spirituality is most certainly bringing a lot of stuff up to the surface for me to work on - and there's no two ways about it! It's wonderful - exactly what I came out here for.

On Sunday Amma, the guru who established the ashram, arrived. Whether or not you believe in gurus, Amma has been responsible for a huge amount of humanitarian work throughout India & the world. She did so much to help after the tsunami hit and has also overseen much relief and aid work in Haiti & New Orleans. Educating the poor of India is also high on her list of priorities and she has given many, many forgotten people out here a chance of life. It's amazing, awe-inspiring to see how much positive impact the vision of just one human being has had on this world. It just goes to show that what you can achieve is truly limitless when your heart is in the right place.

Amma is also quite famous for giving hugs. It is said that in receiving a hug from Amma, you are in actual fact ridding yourself of thousands of years of karma & freeing up your energy, thus allowing yourself to live in alignment to your highest good. To some this may seem a far-fetched fairy tale, to others it is a most sacred gift, bestowed upon us by a higher, Divine being. Speaking from personal experience, her hugs definitely have a very profound effect - and my gentle suggestion to you would be this: if you feel inclined to scoff at it, push your comfort zone & go see her the next time she's in London...then draw your judgement from your own experience.

I must admit, being around such a highly revered being and her followers is quite a surreal experience in itself. Some of the people here are so desperate to get close to her - to touch her or have her look into their eyes. I respect Amma & the work she does - and the talks she has been giving have been absolutely wonderful, but it does seem that there are many individuals who almost expect Amma to miraculously relieve them of their suffering. In my opinion, one can look to a guru for guidance, but the work has to come from within you. You are the only person who can alleviate your suffering - or to put it another way - you have to choose happiness. Needless to say, this is not always the easiest thing to achieve!

There also seems to exist a rather large contradiction between Amma - who's message is one of love & acceptance - and some of the individuals who have chosen to give up their lives and live in the ashram. Some of the people here seem to me to be miserable, despondent and incredibly lost. For sure, ashram life cannot be easy - and indeed, some of these people may have been running away from terrible lives, but I find it hard to fathom the dichotomy that exists between the guru and some of her devotees. I guess my viewpoint on this topic provides me with more matter that I can work on.

Whilst all the spirituality & pensive pondering is a pleasure, at times I do feel a little overwhelmed - yesterday I was ready to pack my bags & head for the nearest bikini-friendly beach, but I came here for a reason and I owe it to myself to stay, despite however much of a challenge it may be. In my own words, I did come here to pick myself apart & put myself back together again...so I'm getting exactly what I asked for! It was therefore a very welcome treat to take a break from ashram life for a couple of hours. I gathered a lovely little group of my favourite girls together & we took a short bus ride to 'Dolphin Beach' to sit on the rocks & watch the dolphins jumping around in the ocean. It was such a pleasure to see these beautiful creatures playing wild and free. We stayed to watch the sun set, then headed back to the ashram. I'm making some wonderful friends here - the sorts of friends I hope to have contact with for many years to come.

Friday, 2 December 2011


As we touched down in Delhi my heart leaped in my chest & my eyes flooded with tears. It felt like the very fabric of my soul was jumping for joy. Something inside me had obviously been wanting to make this journey for a tremendously long time.

Delhi airport was surprisingly pleasant - very clean with a wonderful aroma of incense - yoga hand mudras carved out of stone hung from the walls - and deck chair style beds awaited me at the departure gate for me to sleepily snooze on during my 5 hour stop over. The even sold fresh coconuts. Airport perfection. Liz was happy.

By the time I landed in my Trivandrum, I had been travelling for over 24 hours. (Well, I say travelling - I was mostly sitting down, snoozing on planes or in airports - not all bad when you put it into perspective). As I stepped out of the airport, the thick, humid and hot south Indian air hit me - and it was 10:30pm. Despite it being dark I tried to look out of the taxi window at the sights around me as much as possible: brightly painted buildings that had ornate swirly, twirly decorations: even more brightly painted trucks & buses: cars that looked like they were fresh out of a 1960s movie: lots of rubbish on the streets: palm trees everywhere. In my head it was like a tropical 1960s bonanza. Some of the local lads still sport flares. I kid you not. Perhaps my sleepiness from travelling had dumbed down my senses (or maybe he was just a super chilled driver), but I really didn't find the taxi ride at all hectic. I'll keep you posted on future taxi adventures.

We pulled up to the ashram (where I'm planning on staying until 3rd January) at about 2am and eventually (it took a while to find someone) I was checked into a temporary room. After a good night's sleep I checked in and found my room. Ashram rooms are simple & humble - but I managed to bag myself a room on the 15th floor that has killer views of the gorgeous scenery. The Arabian sea on one side, a river on the other - and palm trees as far as the eye can see. Not only that, but my wonderful (and very beautiful) room mate, Indira (from St Petersbourg - who's favourite colour also happens to be purple) has been here since July - and has already made our little space a home (with lots of lovely purple things!).

People here are,on the whole, wonderfully friendly. Already I've made some lovely friends from people all over the world - and I've had some very interesting conversations with some very colourful characters. There are a few 'ashram types' who seem to take themselves far too seriously, but hey, each to their own. I'm here to grow, not to judge at the end of the day ;) After being shown around the ashram, I headed to the temple for bhajan (devotional song). The atmosphere inside was so sublime. I sat down and absorbed the music, atmosphere and wafts of incense.

There are no frills surrounding life in this ashram. The food is simple and vegetarian, the showers only run cold water (to be fair, hot water in this heat isn't exactly a necessity!) and you are expected to wear simple, modest clothing. Every person residing inside the ashram is expected to do Seva, or 'selfless service' - in the form of chores for 2 hours daily. My seva is chopping vegetables from 7-9am (oh don't worry, I'm up at 4:30am for morning meditation, so by 7am I'm wide awake) and I have to say it's really rather fun! We all have a giggle and a chat around the table as we go about our tasks - and it's a really nice way of meeting people you may not otherwise get to talk to.

The ashram is set within beautiful surroundings. Coconut tress are all around us, and a sleepy, traditional little village lies just a short stroll over a bridge, on the other side of the river. It's very, very chilled. Already I can feel my mind slowing down. I've been doing a lot of meditation and it feels so good to have the time and space to really work on myself. So far, I'm loving my experiences. I'm very excited to see what the rest of my journey has in store for me.

Thursday, 3 November 2011


Colourful is definitely a word I’d use to describe my last week in Africa. And I’m referring to colourful in the most high-definition, technicoloured sense possible! As I sat on the plane waiting to depart for Zambia I could hardly contain my excitement: I was finally going to see the Victoria Falls! Despite being exhausted from having to get up at 3am to catch the flight I didn’t sleep a wink while we flew. My head was glued to the window & I was admiring the astounding scenery of this vast & spectacular continent. Mountains jutting up from the ground, enormous lakes & fragmented shore lines: wide, meandering rivers that brightly reflected the sun & great, dusty plains desperately awaiting the rains. 

We touched down & I jumped in a taxi to take me to the bus terminal where I would catch a coach to Livingstone. Zambia was hot! The bus terminal was hectic, full of people trying to sell me tickets to this place or that. I made a beeline straight for the ticket office of the bus company that had been recommended to me. Thankfully the bus was air conditioned – but (and those of you who know me well are going to laugh at this) throughout the entire duration of my 7 hour ride, they played terrible, terrible music – and they played it loud! I was subjected to Celine Dion, Westlife and awful, cheaply produced RnB. I put my earphones in & turned up the volume on my ipod, listening to the noisiest music I had on there to drown out the torturous cacophony of music that really should be banned. “No hope of catching up on any sleep on this bus ride then” I laughed to myself. Ah Africa.

It was around 7pm when I arrived in Livingstone – and still 38 degrees. After asking a few people directions I found my way to the hostel I had planned on staying at. Get this – it’s called Fawlty Towers. I kid you not – the place exists – in Zambia! I checked in & was greeted by another guest of the hostel: a portly middle-aged South African guy who laughed out loud when I told him I was camping. “In this heat?!” he scoffed. “Yea” I said with a grin “I’ll be fine”. He then turned to the receptionist & told him to give me a double room & to charge it to his tab. Of course I turned to him and refused, saying I couldn’t possibly accept such generosity from a complete stranger, but he insisted, assuring me that everyone around the place called him Uncle John because of his generous nature, and that absolutely no strings were attached. My instincts told me not to worry, so I gratefully accepted & was shown to a lovely room with a double four poster bed, a private bathroom – and a fan - what a result! A huge wave of gratitude swept over me.

By luck it just so happened that a couple of friends I had made at the Lake Of Stars Festival were also in Livingstone at the same time as me: two brothers, Jonathan & Alex who were on a road trip together – and Nacho – a lovely Spanish guy who has been living in Malawi for a few months & who knows Tanya’s friends in Nkhata Bay. They were all staying at a hostel up the road & after a wonderful night’s sleep in my princess bed (smile) I made my way to them to have breakfast. The previous evening we had all agreed to do a full day’s white water rafting, so we all eagerly booked ourselves in & awaited the truck to pick us up. I cannot express to you how much fun the rafting was! We went through 25 rapids in total and yep, we flipped the boat! We went hurtling into the gushing rapids, paddles flying. The water swept us along with mighty force – it was scary but so exhilarating! As we came to calmer waters we slowly gathered around the boat, making sure we were all ok and grinning from ear to ear. We were allowed to get out & swim in the river between rapids, which provided a welcome relief from the hot sun. After lunch the paddling was tough. We were all sleepy from food and the sun was absolutely scorching (we later found out it hit 42 degrees that day). “Forward” our guide, Choongo would shout. We paddled and then stopped. “Forward, forward!” with groans and moans we half-heartedly paddled until we reached another long-awaited rapid, which would give us another burst of energy. We hit a rapid and the back of the boat jerked upwards suddenly. I went flying off the boat backwards, legs up in the air and let out a little girly yelp as I splashed into the water. I enjoyed the powerful motion of the water pushing me like a little ragdoll and waited for the boat to catch me up. The guys were all grinning at me as they pulled me back into the boat, making sure I was alright, then laughing at my magnificent tumble. It was such a privilege to see the Zambezi from this angle. The gorge that it runs through is high and dramatic – looking like scenery from The Land Before Time. Enormous black rock walls surrounded us, towering meters above our heads – on several occasions we stopped to gaze in awe at the mighty feat of nature that encapsulated us.

The next day was to be my special day at the falls before I departed Livingstone to head to Bovu Island - a little island in the middle of the Zambezi - for a couple of days relaxation. I had booked myself in for an early morning micro light flight around the falls, then a trip to the Devil’s Pool…oo-er…

Since I had done rafting with the guys the day before, I had not yet had a chance to see the actual falls. My heart was almost in my mouth as I crept onto the micro light craft, knowing this was going to be my introduction to the falls. I was grinning like a little girl as we took off, almost overcome with excitement. The pilot could see how gleeful I was and assured me that no matter how many times he had done this, seeing the falls always sent shivers down his spine. We flew along the Zambezi towards the falls and I could see the smoke rising up from the falling water. As the craft turned, we faced the falls & at last I saw them. The white waters looked like the wings of angels from this height as they tumbled over edge of the river and even though the waters were low due to it being the dry season, it still took my breath away and made me burst into tears. It was such an overwhelming beauty to behold. The falls are 1.4km long and 100m high – pretty spectacular. I’m definitely going to re-visit them during the rainy season one year to see them in their full glory. The pilot told me that when the falls are full the mist rises to the height of where we were flying. No wonder then that the locals fondly refer to the falls as the Mosi-oa-Tunya - the Smoke that Thunders. I came away from the flight with such an incredible feeling of elation. I will hold that memory in my heart for ever.

I had one last adventure at these magnificent falls – the Devil’s Pool. We were picked up by speed boat and taken down the Zambezi to the falls. There a guide greeted us & walked us to the rocks literally at the edge of the falls. During the wet season these rocks would be submerged beneath tumbling torrents of water, but now, during the dry season you can walk right up to the edge and stand next to the active parts of the falls. It’s mesmerizing. We took a short stroll along the edge of the falls until we reached a little pool…the Devil’s Pool. Here, a wall of rock forms a barrier so that a deep pool is created. Water gushes over the top of this wall, but because the pool is deep, when the water is low enough you can jump into this pool and literally swim to the edge of the falls without getting swept over the edge. The guide then holds your ankles while you lay on top of the wall & look straight down into the waterfall as the water runs over you and plunges down into the river below. It was one of the most awesome experiences of my life.

After my utterly fabulous morning I headed back to town to hang out with Jonathan, Alex & Nacho for a while and await my lift to Bovu Island. I had been discussing my plans with the guys & Nacho had been toying with the idea of joining me on Bovu Island and then coming on safari with me. Now it was decided – he was definitely going to join me. This was a wonderful surprise as I had been fully intending to do this leg of my trip totally alone - now I had a travel companion, hurrah! Our lift arrived & within an hour we had arrived at the banks of the river to be paddled over to the island. It’s a beautiful remote island nestled in the Zambezi, just west of the falls. It really was a little piece of paradise: sand so fine it feels like flour (and squeaks beneath your feet as you walk over it), open air showers and the river Zambezi gently lapping against the shores. The perfect place to decompress. Again, I fully intended to camp here, but upon arriving the owner decided to put Nacho & I in a fisherman’s hut over-looking the river for the same price as a camping spot. It seems Zambia is my lucky country! I was only intending on staying here for 2 nights but we had such a lovely time here we ended up staying for 3. There were 4 other people staying on the island with us and we all had so much fun together: lazing around in the hammocks, paddling out to the other little islands on the river to watch the sunrise and the sunset and dunking ourselves in the river at the ‘swimming spot’ – a little croc-free zone a little way upstream where the waters are shallow and rocky. We played around in the uber soft sand like little children, throwing each other around and skidding on the sand banks, getting sand well and truly in our pants! Fun times.

Nacho & I then headed back up to the capital, Lusaka, to go onwards to South Luangua National Park for a safari. Sounds simple enough right? Ah no…this is Africa, and this came with its own little adventure. Getting the bus from Livingstone to Lusaka was fine. Another air conditioned bus (yes, with very bad music once again) delivered us to the bus station in Lusaka by 6pm that day. We then needed to get to Chipata and then from there, we needed to get to South Luangua. We had hoped that we would be able to catch an evening bus to Chipata from Lusaka, but no such luck. We had to wait until 4:30am to get the bus. We were running low on local currency and the banks had shut so we couldn’t change our dollars up – we didn’t even have enough for the bus ride, but we somehow managed to charm the bus conductor into giving us tickets for the money we had. That was that sorted, but now we had no more currency and we had to wait until 4:30am to get on the bus. We headed to the nearest open establishment, which just so happened to be a casino, to ask if they would change some dollars to local currency. No such luck. We then headed to a diner where we approached a local guy standing at the counter. He agreed to change up $20 at an appalling rate, so we persuaded him to buy us two beers for compensation. 6 beers each later we were sitting with him in one of his favourite clubs getting very hammered very quickly. By this time Nacho & I had made up a story about how we were married and lived in Malawi with our 2 children (believe me, it was simpler to tell locals we were married than to explain to them that we were friends who, on a whim, decided to travel together). It was getting a little late & our friend needed to get home, so he dropped us off back at the bus station. We still had some time to wait for our bus and heard music emanating from a party somewhere close. We asked where the music was coming from & were told it was a college party. We decided to go check it out. We had no idea how to get into the party, so naturally we jumped over a wall and walked across a field to find our way there. We hung out at the party and entertained the locals for a couple of hours until we couldn’t stomach the music any longer & we decided to head back to the bus station in perfect time to grab a couple of bottles of water and catch our bus.

We were told the ride would take 5 hours & that we’d be in Chipata by 10am. At midday we were still on the bus – and this time there was no air conditioning and people’s belongings were everywhere…there were boxes in the isles, bags on top of the boxes, crates of drinks on top of the boxes and bags – it was a tad chaotic. Add a sprinkling of very loud, unrelenting gospel music to the equation and there you have our bus journey. On no sleep and quite a severe beer hangover it was a little challenging to say the least. We eventually arrived in Chipata, almost at our wit’s end – and then had to figure out how to get from Chipata to South Luangua. After a few failed attempts at hitch hiking we eventually conceded to taking a minibus to the camp, which was another 4 hours away. This minibus was ridiculously packed and as hot as a sauna. I gritted my teeth, laughed at the situation at hand, and squeezed myself into my teeny tiny little space. By around 8pm we finally arrived at the national park and at our camp site. We were shown around by the camp owner who explained to us that elephants & hippos regularly come into the camp to feed – and sometimes the odd lion might roam in – and every now & then a leopard will come & drink from the pool. We were told to just let the animals get on with it & were assured they wouldn’t bother us. He informed us that we could pitch our tent up anywhere in the campsite, so we decided to put up the tent behind a bush, well sheltered from the morning sun.

At 3 am we were awoken by a loud rustling coming from our little bush. We had left the cover off the tent so could see outside…and what was it that we saw? An enormous elephant literally standing next to our tent, having her early morning breakfast. We lay there, totally silent, in complete awe. The elephant turned towards our tent, gave it a little sniff with her trunk and then turned back to her breakfast. She walked around the bush and carefully stepped over our little tent, totally avoiding standing on even the tiniest part of it, and headed off to join the rest of her heard. We were both left speechless…what a completely fantastic (if slightly scary) experience!

We got up at 5:30am to get ready for our morning safari. This was absolutely awesome. We saw hippos, lions feeding on kills, elephants, zebras, monkeys, baboons, giraffes playing with each other, graceful impalas, pukus, and even a pumba! It was incredible to see these animals in their natural habitat, doing what they do, seemingly unaffected by the presence of humans. What an utter priviliage. We spent the rest of the day lounging on hammocks, laughing at the cheeky monkeys stealing people’s food (this saying has taken on a completely different meaning for me now!)

The next day we had to find our way back to Chipata to get back into Malawi. We had arranged to catch a ride with a truck of English tourists but at the last minute the driver decided against this plan and in a nutshell, left us pretty stranded. He stretched his generosity as far as giving us a lift to the nearest little town, but then we were on our own. After 3 hours trying to hitch a ride we had almost given up hope, when Nacho managed to flag down a big lorry. He agreed to let us jump in the back and within 5 hours we were finally in Chipata. From here we made our way to the border town and eventually into Malawi. We then managed to hitch a ride in another truck back into Lilongwe, where I would reunite with Tanya and spend my last night with her before getting on my flight back to London. And it is here that my African adventure ends. Over this past month I have seen and experienced many things that have changed the way I think on so many levels. I feel so privileged to have been given this opportunity – an opportunity to grow and discover. Africa is truly an amazing continent – I would strongly suggest that everyone explores it. I’m definitely planning on returning to explore it properly.


















Thursday, 20 October 2011


Tanya & I headed north to lakeside town of Usisya with Danni – one of Tanya & Francois’ wonderful buddies here in Malawi (she is actually the one who introduced them to one another). We drove out of Mzuzu and headed northeast, up into the mountains on a dirt road. The road became narrower and started to snake and wind as we climbed up to higher ground. We were surrounded by absolutely beautiful scenery – gorgeous mountains sprinkled with trees. We turned a corner and caught a glimpse of the lake – big and blue – nestling just beyond the mountains. As we neared the lakeshore we could see Usisya down on the lower ground. It was absolutely stunning – a very small, isolated town spread out across the lakeshore set against a dramatic backdrop of mountains.

We stayed on the grounds of a lakeshore lodge that Danni is about to take over. It is now deserted and run-down but holds so much potential. I’m sure Danni will create something absolutely awesome here. I can’t wait to come back to visit once she has it all up & running. The beaches were secluded and deserted & the three of us stripped off & jumped into the lake to freshen up after the drive. We brought our tents and set up camp on the beach, then set about making dinner. We woke up early the next morning – the sun was strong and hot by 7am, and we took full advantage of it, lazing around on the beach all day.

The following day we had planned to take the ferry up to Ruarwi, a close by town where a couple of Tanya & Francois’ friends run a lodge, but, things being the way they are in Malawi, the ferry was running about 7 hours late. We had just about accepted the fact that we were not going to make the trip, when one of Danni’s friends magically managed to find us a boat that was heading up there. This boat trip was a funny experience! It was a small wooden boat, powered by a petrol engine and sailed by two guys – one of whom was absolutely sloshed. We had agreed before getting on the boat that it would only make one quick stop before heading straight to Ruarwi, but of course it ended up making about 3 stops, the first of which took about half an hour as we waited for locals to load the boat with rolls of bamboo and various other pieces of cargo. Malawians don’t move fast. And the sloshed sailer was nowhere to be seen. Ah…he was in the bar. In fact, every time the boat stopped, he got out and headed to the nearest bar to get another ‘power sachet’ (little sachets of super strong booze). The sun was absolutely boiling – and the boat was slow…our patience was tested to say the least, but to be fair the drunk sailor did provide us with some entertainment when he tried to stand up & talk to us. We eventually arrived at Ruarwi, at a beautiful lodge that belongs to friends of Tanya & Francois. The wall of the bar area was formed by a gigantic rock & the wooden pillars holding up the roof were beautifully carved. The lodge was next to a waterfall that fed straight into the lake. After the long, hot boat trip we couldn’t wait to get into the refreshing water – and refreshing it was! The waterfall water was absolutely freezing, but oh so wonderfully reviving.

The next morning Tanya & I woke up just before dawn: we had decided to trek back to Usisya. The horizon was shining with a beautiful golden-pink hue and as we set off, the sun was just breaking above the mountains of Tanzania. A wonderful local woman was heading in the same direction as us & offered to guide us for part of the journey. We walked along the lakeshore and passed through little straw-roofed villages that were just waking up. We parted ways with our benevolent guide as we headed up into the mountains. We traversed another village where a lovely, warm-hearted teacher offered to guide us through the mountainous part of our journey. By this time the sun was getting hot & the rocky uphill walk meant I was a total sweaty, out of breath mess. We reached the summit of the mountains and the teacher showed us the path we were to follow to Usisya. Thank goodness the next part of the journey was downhill! As we descended through the mountains we passed a group of ladies, singing & laughing with one another as they made their journey to one of the villages. We walked with them for a while, their vibrant energy giving us a new lease of life. The scenery we passed through was simply astounding – so beautiful – raw nature at its best. We neared a primary school and as we walked past, hoards of little children came running out chanting ‘Mzungu! Mzungu!’ (literally, white person) They followed behind us, laughing and running and posing for photos. We eventually came to a stream where we happily splashed the cold water over our super hot & sweaty bodies. Passing through more straw-roofed villages the locals again shouted out to us: ‘mzungu! Mzungu!’ we smiled and waved, greeting them. We crossed over a few more rocky hills before once again reaching the lakeshore. By this time it was 11am and we were BOILING. We jumped into the lake as fast as we could – I could liken the sensation to when you pour cold water into a steaming hot frying pan. The feeling of the cold water on our heads was simply divine. Then onwards to Usisya, and through more little villages. We tried to entertain yet more local’s shouts of ‘mzungu!’ but by this point all we could muster was a feeble smile & wave. 6 1/2 hours after we set off, at midday we eventually arrived back in Usisya. Both Tan & I were overjoyed to see her car. The trek was worth every single step – we saw some breathtaking views, met some wonderful people and had a lot of fun egging each other on. Calf muscles? Yep, they’re sore.

I’m back at the plantation with Tanya & Francois now. It’s been great to spend some time with the two of them together. I’ve been trying to make myself useful – they just recently had their office built at the plantation site, so I’ve been trying to help with the landscaping of what will be the gardens surrounding the office. It’s been an interesting challenge, being a white person directing a team of African workers – it brought up within me some quite poignant post-colonial hang-ups, the feelings of which were a completely new experience for me. I’ll be here until Saturday, when I will once again temporarily part ways with Tanya & Francois to head to Zambia to experience the Victoria Falls. My excitement at the prospect of finally seeing the falls that I have been obsessed with ever since I was a little girl is getting rather silly now. I’ll be spending a few days at the falls by myself, then will once again reunite with Tan & Francois at South Luangwa National Park to go on a safari for the remaining few days of my time out here. Rest assured I’ll be documenting every step of the way on the final part of my little African adventure.










Tuesday, 18 October 2011


After spending a couple of wonderfully relaxing days up at the plantation, Tanya & I headed out to Chisala to see the primary school she built as part of the Build Malawi project. The drive from the plantation to the school was absolutely stunning – the scenery here is so dramatic – vast rolling mountains covered in trees and jagged rock faces that brightly reflect the sun. On our way to the school we passed through Mzuzu – the closest town to the plantation. It is a little town with small, low-built, simple concrete buildings – I’m told the market here is pretty good – will try to check it out at some point. The streets are lined with those wonderful purple Jacaranda trees and although the town is quite poor it does have a charm about it.

Eventually we have to turn off the main road onto the dirt tracks that lead to Chisala. As we draw closer to the school, the locals begin to recognize Tanya “Tanya!” shout the children as they smile and wave. It warms the heart so much to see how much love these children have for her. She has given them a glimmer of hope, a chance at life. These children are so beautiful – seeing them smiling up at me really touched something deep within me. I think I’m going to spend a few days up here at the school – I’d really love to at least try to contribute something towards the future of these little children.

In order to build the school it has been up to the community to make the bricks – this project has been about trying to teach the locals to help themselves, rather than simply relying on aid from the West. However, it seems the community lack the drive to continue to develop the project further – the teachers in charge seem to be having a hard time motivating the locals to make more bricks, thus meaning the school has been slow to continue developing. Having said that, they have been making efforts to maintain and repair the school – it has recently been completely redecorated & the teachers seem to have a desire to see the project continue and grow.

After the visit to the school we continued on to spend the night at Tanya’s house in the middle of a tea plantation. The drive there was absolutely splendid – miles and miles of tea fields, set against spectacular layers of mountains. The colours are so vibrant – the rich greens of the tea fields set against the reds, oranges and deeper greens of the trees, the grey and purple hues of the majestic mountains and the deep copper red of the ground. So many times we’ve turned a corner and my heart has skipped a beat at the sight of the beautiful landscape around me. It is so humbling to be in the presence of such natural beauty.

The following day we paid another quick visit to the school to drop off some Kindles that were donated. Upon returning my desire to come back and spend a few days here grew even stronger. I’ll definitely be returning after the weekend. We then drove on to Nkhata Bay to the Butterfly lodge for a joint birthday party. It was quite a messy bash – the bay is fondly coined The Bay Of Decay because of the amount of drinking that goes on here…and I’m told quite this party was pretty tame compared to Butterfly’s usual party standards! Almost everyone from Lake Of Stars was there, it was wonderful to see them all again. The following day we set off to have a spot of lunch at Makuzi – a wonderful lodge on the lake shore. It was extremely picturesque – the lake is so vast up here it looks like an ocean – and there was hardly anyone around, so Tanya & I virtually had the whole beach to ourselves. After lazing around and dozing on the perfect white sandy beach we set off for Kande to spend the night with 2 of Tanya’s friends who run horse riding stables. We enjoyed a tremendous steak dinner with them, complete with a salad made up of entirely home-grown produce – oh to be able to be as self-sufficient as these guys – practically all the vegetables they eat are grown on their land. That’s the way to live – forget Tescos! The desire to be able to grow my own produce is getting stronger with each passing day I spend out here. My brain is ticking away, thinking about relocation options after London. But closer to the future for now…tomorrow morning I’m up super early for a horse ride in the forest & along the lake shore. I can’t wait.

Huge thanks to Isya for the amazing horse ride. My horse was an absolute beauty called Scoobs – she was so chilled, I had a great time riding on her. We trotted through the forests, cantered across open plains, ambled through little settlements – I witnessed some villagers carrying piles of bricks – yes bricks – on their heads. We even rode through swarms of lake flies, which was an interesting experience! These flies are harmless (they are actually featured in an episode of Planet Earth) and once a year, when the rains come, the larvae float up from the depths of Lake Malawi & hatch. They come out in their millions (thankfully the swarms we encountered were in their thousands rather than millions) to mate – and then they die. The largest swarms are to be found over the deeper waters of the lake – when you look at it from afar it literally looks like a big grey smoke cloud rising up out of the lake. The locals were all out in force, catching the flies in baskets. It is a local delicacy to cook up the flies and eat them with nsima (ground up cooked maize, similar to polenta) and crushed peanuts. I probably swallowed a fair few as we rode through the swarms – and plenty got stuck to me! Scoobs was not impressed by them – she couldn’t wait to get away! We rode the horses onto the shores of the lake, took off their saddles and our shoes and then rode them into the lake bareback. As I recall the experience a huge smile is breaking across my face. I absolutely loved it – to be sitting on Scoobs as she splashed through the lake, playing and cooling herself off after the long ride was utterly divine. Please do go to Kande Horses for a ride whenever you decide to head to Malawi! http://www.kandehorse.com/

I have to say, the image of the villagers carrying their bricks really stuck in my head. These people are seriously hardcore. When you see things like that in such close proximity it really hammers home how pathetic us Westerners can be sometimes. We moan when our closest supermarket is further than a 10 minute walk away, we get angry when shops shut early because it’s a Sunday. Some of these people have to walk for miles just to get some water. For me there’s a massive difference between watching how these people live through a documentary and actually seeing it in the flesh - in the here & now. It has definitely taught me a lesson that will make me think twice now before taking my life for granted.

After the horse ride, Tan & I headed back to Nkhata Bay, where we would part company for a few days. Ever since arriving I had wanted to do some diving, so I headed straight for Aqua Africa for a spot of diving with Rob, the utterly fabulous dude of all that is diving. My goodness, it was an absolutely awesome experience. The scenery in the watery depths of the lake is so spectacular. Enormous rocks jut out from the bed of the lake forming dramatic and jagged ridges – I swear the animator for Lion King had a swim down in this lake before they drew the landscape for the film. Table Rock? It’s down in Lake Malawi, I tell ya! We encountered hundreds of the most beautifully coloured tropical fresh water fish – yellows, blues, even purple and black stripes (yeay the purple!) – so stunning. We came across the belly-up fish that literally spends its entire life belly up, swimming on its back. In the darker alcoves formed by the rocks we found some nocturnal dolphin fish. They are blind and hunt using electromagnetic waves so they came right up to us – incredible. Crabs scurried across the rock surfaces (I couldn’t help but think of the crabs from Nemo and chuckled away to myself as I remembered them). In the sandier waters there is a breed of fish that fashions craters in the sand. If a shell accidentally gets washed into the crater, the fish hurriedly swim into their crater & throw it out – OCD fish, gotta love them! At one point I turned my head to the left and the bed of the lake dropped down into a deep, black abyss. Breathtaking. The lake is 700 meters at its deepest – the deepest we went was 10 meters. I absolutely loved every second of the dive – and Rob was a wonderful instructor. I’ve definitely developed a taste for diving…I can see myself doing many more dives in India for sure!

It was a full moon last night & I was lucky enough to see it rising up over the mountains, big and pink. I spent the evening sitting on a secluded beach under her silvery light. Of course I’m in the Southern Hemisphere now – and the man on the moon looks like a proper sad smiley (I think I actually prefer this dude to the one we have up north!) The moon was so bright we couldn’t see a single star and all that could be heard around us was an orchestra of crickets and the odd bat. Wee little fireflies blinked past us as we sat listening to the waves gently lapping against the shore.

The following morning I headed back to Chisala School to do some volunteer work for a couple of days. My transport options were a taxi – or a bus (and we’re not talking air conditioned National Express coaches, rather over-packed & slightly run-down minibuses that have no particular timetable, but go whenever they’re full) and then a 7km walk down a very hilly dirt track with my not-so-light (thanks to my laptop & my enormous India Lonely Planet Guide). Before you jump to any conclusions I was actually seriously considering the bus & walk option…but then in the sweltering afternoon sun I must admit I chickened out & went with the taxi. I figured I’m going to have to take the walk / minibus option when I leave the school, so for now I’d treat myself to a taxi. Once I arrived at the school I had a meeting with Mr Banda the headmaster to discuss what I can do while I’m here. On the schedule is teaching an English class to the Level 8 students (age 12-16), training the teachers on how to use computers, helping out at the under 5 clinic tomorrow morning, making bricks and playing netball (probably extremely badly).

Sitting in on a staff meeting I slowly came to understand some of the serious difficulties these teachers face. Because Malawi is such a poor country there is limited funding from the government – much of the budget for education and health generally comes from donors. However, bad relations between donor nations due to human rights issues has caused many of the countries to withdraw aid pending certain changes from the Malawian government. Malawians and expats alike are concerned that the president & government is alienating the donor community who fund over half of the country’s expenditure in education, health, infrastructure & development. There have been riots expressing this concern for the government’s general lack of understanding and there have been many issues from the poor rural farmer to the highest top-ranking government officials, many of whom have been removed from the political scene due to their beliefs that may conflict with the president’s. The president was even on the BBC recently stating that all is well in Malawi, but many people I have spoken to believe that quite significant change will be required to get Malawi back in its feet.

The main way this can happen is through creating more of a manufacturing / exporting base which will create more foreign exchange for the country. Over the last 4 years, the standard of living and quality of life has generally increased and there are now many more middle & upper class Malawians than there were before. This is reflected in more cars & more imported foods (becoming more of a consumer society), thus requiring greater imports. However, Malawi does not have the income from an exporting infrastructure to support this demand. There are regular fuel shortages because the government cannot afford to purchase it. Because of the shortage of foreign exchange, businesses are unable buy the goods from abroad needed to sell in Malawi, therefore general business is suffering. Escom (the mainline electricity) has just introduced a shed-loading between 6-10 hours a day in the main cities for power sharing, but with the fuel shortage generators are difficult and more expensive to run, therefore making business not viable.

Looking to the positive, the government is in talks with the International Monetary Fund to come to an understanding on further funding, but this does prove that Malawi still needs aid money to see it through at least for the time being. With donor money withdrawn, education and health in particular have taken a knock. As a result, payment of teacher’s wages have not always been timely, and the standard of education requires much attention. Much-needed medication is not reaching the clinics and hospitals and funds and resources are not being given to the schools.

Some students at the school are struggling to keep up in class & it seems the proposed solution is to drop them back a year until they catch up – but how is this going to help these students? The teachers at Chisala seem at a loss as to finding plausible solutions and I must admit I found it quite disheartening to witness teachers unable to come up with any feasible ideas. Eventually the suggestion of creating an extra class a week for those students who are struggling was proposed and most of the teachers seemed to think it was a good idea, although some were reluctant to put in the extra hours. From one perspective it is difficult not to get upset over their seeming lack of care - the future of these children’s lives depends on these teachers in so many ways. However, when one considers what these teachers have to work with it is a miracle that they are able to function at all. For sure the teachers could all benefit from better teacher training, but this is just one item on a huge list of problems that need to be addressed.

This afternoon I taught an English class of 12-16 year olds. My task was to teach them to write a business letter. Sounds simple enough, right? Wrong. It was such a challenge - a far cry from my familiar teaching grounds of the University Of Westminster. To be honest with you I had no idea it was going to be this difficult – the students were hard to control, they lacked focus and I doubt if half of them actually understood what I was saying to them. It brought me down to earth with a thud and left me totally humbled. I felt hopeless and useless – and so very sad for these children. Upon marking the work I had set for the children my heart sank even further. Some of these children really do need special tutoring to bring them up to speed. This experience has opened my eyes more than I could have ever imagined.

This evening after dinner an evening of dancing took place. One of the teachers set up a small stereo in the library and the teachers and some students gathered around and danced to local Malawian music. The teachers have a fun and friendly relationship with their students – they have obviously formed very close bonds. It was great to see teachers and students dancing together – and some of these children – even the little ones, can seriously dance! One little girl who couldn’t have been more than 8 was giving it some serious bootay shakage – go on girl! I felt completely inept dancing with these children and probably for the first time in my life I remained fully glued to my seat. It was fun to just sit, observe and admire yet more amazing local dance moves.

Whilst here I have been staying with one of the teachers called Luckness. She is a young teacher who is an absolute delight. She is taking very good care of me and getting to know her has been a pleasure. She has such a beautiful disposition, so humble and a little bit shy, but friendly and so gentle. I have also been fed some local cuisine – I finally got to sample cassava – it is the staple food here and looks like a cross between a sweet potato and a yam. It has many uses – it can be eaten raw, in which case it has a similar consistency to a carrot and is quite sweet. When it is cooked it smells strange – quite sour and musky – there’s no mistaking the aroma when you pass a house that is cooking it! The taste is odd, smokey and musky - like nothing I have ever tried. The cassava is also soaked, dried, then ground up into a flour and cooked with water to form another type of nsima…which has the same strange smell & taste of the cooked cassava. I can’t decide whether or not I like it.

Today my day began at 5:30am. Every day for Luckness and the other teachers and students here at Chisala School begins at this time. After breakfast, at 7am, it is time for assembly. The children all gathered outside in their assembly area and the deputy head lead them in their morning song. Mr Banda then introduced me to the school and I am greeted so warmly it brings a lump to my throat.

After assembly I head to the clinic where I spent the morning helping out nurse Eliza and her assistant Christine at the antenatal and outpatient clinics. These nurses are absolutely astounding – they care so much for their community. Eliza shows me around the clinic which is running, but not fully functional. The maternity block cannot be used as the plumbing is yet to be completed and the ward itself needs interior building work finalised. Eliza has been pushing for the ward to be finished, but the government is slow to respond. Until it is completed, women in labour have to get themselves to Nkhata Bay to deliver their babies - which is a good half an hour’s drive. Fine if you have transport, but few, if any, of these women do - so if they want to deliver in a hospital or clinic they have no choice but to make the journey on foot – in labour.  As a result, many mothers choose to deliver at home, resulting in a high number of deaths, both in the mother and baby. Some of the expectant mothers I saw today are as young as fifteen. Many in their early twenties already have two or three babies, and some of them are HIV positive. Christine explained to me that the HIV virus only gets passed from mother to baby during delivery. If the mother is HIV positive and delivers in a hospital or clinic, a drug can be administered to prevent the transferral of the virus. If delivered at home however, nothing is done to prevent the transfer and the disease is passed on to her baby. During the outpatient clinic a mother comes in with her baby. She is HIV positive and had a home birth and now her baby is very sick – he has HIV. I literally had to hold back the tears as I saw the little baby in front of me. He will live until 18 if he is lucky. Most HIV positive children do not make it past the age of 12. The experiences of this morning have left a very deep impression upon my heart for sure. Despite the many documentaries I have watched, and the cases I read about, I never really ‘got it’ until I actually sat in front these people and had a glimpse of what they go through with my own eyes. Eliza and Christine are doing all they can for these people – they are administering contraceptives and giving educational talks in an attempt to try to educate the community, but they need so much more.

After lunch I was to switch teacher mode back on – but this time I was to be training a couple of the teachers in basic computer skills. Teaching the teachers here is much, much easier than teaching the students - I hope what I have taught them will help ease the burden and make their jobs a little easier. I was then summoned to come and see how the students make bricks. This was a really fun experience. They make the bricks out of the massive termite hills that are dotted around the site of the school as this particular type of soil results in stronger bricks. The boys dig up parts of the termite hill with a hoe as the girls gather water from a nearby stream and carry it in buckets balanced on their heads up to the termite hill. The water is mixed in with the soil to create a malleable mud and wooden brick-shaped moulds are then dampened with water and sprinkled with sand so that the soil does not stick (a bit like buttering and dusting a cake pan I guess). The mud is then placed into the moulds, levelled off and then the moulds are carried to the drying site, carefully placed upside-down on the ground and then lifted off to reveal the brick-cakes. These are then left to dry and once dried all the bricks are gathered and placed into a structure that has two large holes in the bottom of it. Wood is placed into these holes and a fire is started. The fire then heats the surrounding bricks, thus baking and setting them, transforming them into strong building bricks. The children love making their bricks – to them it is a chance to play in the mud. I got stuck in too and in the process made a few new little friends. One little girl even came up to me and asked “Lizzie, can I be your friend?” I’m sure you can all guess what my reaction was.

After we had finished making bricks we headed to the football field where some of the villagers were dancing and playing drums, whilst the football team played a match. It was great to see more of the village, meet more of the locals and see them socialising. I caught the dancing and drumming on video. As soon as I have an internet connection fast enough I’ll upload it.

And that almost brings my stay at Chisala School to a close. I will be sad to say goodbye to everyone here just as I have started forming bonds with them. The 7km walk was an experience – and the minibus journey to Mzuzu was entertaining to say the least. I’m now back with Tanya & for the weekend we’re heading to beautiful & isolated Usisya to spend the weekend relaxing and doing beachy things. These past couple of days have really taught me a lot. I am so grateful for being given the opportunity to have this experience.
If any of you would like to volunteer at the school, or if you are a nurse or doctor who would like to volunteer at the clinic, they are always looking for people. You will be provided with accommodation and all utility bills will be taken care of – all you would need to pay for is your flight out here, plus food. When I return from India I will be doing some fundraising to try to raise £10,000 for the school and a further £10,000 for the clinic. Until then, if you feel like you would like to donate funds – either for the school or for the clinic, please do so via Tanya’s charity, Xpand. Your money will be guaranteed to go directly to where it needs to go. http://www.xpand.org.uk/donations.html







Saturday, 8 October 2011


Africa is simply astounding…and I’m saying that after having experienced just a minuscule fraction of what she has to offer. Already I’m planning to come back here and spend a good 6 months exploring! The first thing that struck me as I landed in Lilongwe was how beautiful Malawi is…and that was just from the view of the airport! Beautiful lush palms – and gorgeous Jacaranda trees that have the most gorgeous purple blossom – greeted with a sight like that, of course I fell in love at first sight. It was such a joy to see Tanya at the airport – and to finally be here with her, ready to experience the country she has made her home for the past five years.

The first part of my adventure was to take place in the southern end of Malawi – we were to spend one night in Lilongwe with Tanya’s good friends Mick & Tracey at their wonderful Kambuku lodge, before heading to the Lake Of Stars festival that takes place on the sandy shores of Lake Malawi. It was hot & dusty in Lilongwe, the soil, a rich deep copper, contrasts the green vegetation, creating dramatic landscapes. It was here in Lilongwe that I had my first market experience…and what an experience it was! We were literally swamped by people trying to sell us their produce – even Tanya struggled to keep the market sellers at bay – hectic was definitely one way of describing the experience – and I’m sure that was just the first of many of those kinds of experiences! Of course, moments like those reminded me of how poor these people are – poverty is not something you can ignore here. It reminds me to be so thankful for the life I have – and to remember to take nothing for granted. Having said that, the one thing I have been deeply touched by is how friendly the local Malawians are – they really are such beautiful people with big hearts.

After a good night’s sleep we set off to Lake Of Stars. Huge thanks to Tanya for driving 4 hours to get us there! Driving through the country again demonstrates the poverty of some of the locals – make-shift villages are scattered by the dusty roadside, formed out of little mud huts with grass roofs – or corrugated steel for those with more to spend. Locals were sitting at rudimentary market stalls selling huge bags of mangos for 150 Kuacha (less than £1). We also passed stalls where artists sold beautiful wooden carvings – from almost life-sized figures to intricate masks & wooden jewellery. These pieces really are gorgeous – I definitely want to bring a few samples back to London with me!

As we arrived at the festival site the first thing I noticed was how huge the lake is. It’s known as the calendar lake as it is 365km long by 52km wide – of course, the number of days and weeks of the year! This is a truly idyllic location for a festival – and I’m told that where we were (at the southern end of the lake) isn’t a patch on the northern end (ooh can’t wait to see it!). Ah but to have sun, sand and a fresh-water ocean-like lake to swim in…not only did we have the lake but there was also a pool for us to lounge around – and BBQs serving up massive chunks of meat…yum. Now that is how festivals should be done!

The festival itself was quite small – there was a main stage, the Star Bar which hosted DJs when the main stage was shut…and a third, smaller stage for both live acts and DJs. It was absolutely wonderful – the small size of the festival meant that socializing was super easy – I met a host of amazingly inspiring people and by the end of the festival we had a wonderfully big group of friends, laughing & dancing in the sand together. It was great to meet some of Tanya’s friends at last & finally get to know the people I have been hearing about for so long. We saw 2 breathtaking sun rises, coming up behind the mountains of neighbouring Mozambique, to shine down upon the lake, glittering with pink, orange and golden beams. There definitely has to be something said for dancing all night on the beach, covered in dust, waiting for the sun to come up. Magical.

I even had a chance to DJ at the festival on the Friday night which was way too much fun – and such a treat! Definitely one of the highlights of the festival for me was a band from Southern Africa called Freshly Ground…they made me cry…not once, but twice - yes twice!! I was literally almost sobbing by the end of their set – their music was out of this world – the lead singer, a beautiful woman from Zimbabwe was a true poet who told the most heavenly stories - and the musicianship – my goodness – absolutely exquisite. These people had their instruments truly making love. The music they created was absolutely divine. I can’t remember the last time I felt so inspired.

Another highlight was having the honour of dancing with a local Malawian. These guys are crazy good dancers!! Tan & I saw this guy cutting some seriously good grooves at the main stage, so we headed over to him & started dancing alongside him. He & I ended up having a massive dance-off – it was so invigorating! The energy exchange between us as we danced sent shivers down my spine – coming from a dancing background it really was such an awesome experience - these people dance with such expression – and so naturally – it felt so good to move from the soul and briefly connect in that way with someone from this country.

Despite the fact that locals and foreigners were all dancing together, I couldn’t help but feel that we were not all totally united. True, I had some wonderful encounters with locals, from dancing to chatting with them, but there were moments when I was really struck by the poverty that some locals suffer. Walking from the festival to the camp site there were groups of locals begging – most of them children. It is heart breaking to be face to face with a child who has to struggle for life. I must admit, a large part of me wants to do something to help the local people of Malawi – especially the children. I have been born into a privileged life and I have found myself asking the question “should I not use that gift to help those that do not have as much as me?” One of Tanya’s friends that I chatted to at the festival – a local Malawian businessman – is planning on setting up a school to teach Malawian children classical music. If his plan comes to fruition I’d so love to volunteer and really use my skills for something positive.

After the festival we headed up to the north to Tanya’s plantation. The anticipation of finally seeing and experiencing all that Tanya has been doing these past few years filled my heart…I couldn’t wait! As we headed northwards the landscape began changing – the dryer, dusty plains slowly began to transform into rolling, tree-filled hills and mountains. We eventually turned off the main road onto the dirt track that leads to the plantation. Dusk was falling and we could just about make out the eucalyptus trees of the plantation as we began to enter into Tanya’s land. It is absolutely stunning up here – mountainous and vast – with the most breathtaking valleys. The scenery really reminds me of my parent’s place in Italy, although I must admit, the African wilderness is much more dramatic. It’s so green and lush up here - and the rains have come early this year, so everything has started to blossom & bloom. And the smell - it is divine! So fresh with hints of pine. For the first time in my life I’m actually happy to see rain (although the storms do mean it is a little cold – quite the opposite of the weather we were experiencing down south at the festival where temperatures were scorching). Tanya is absolutely thrilled that the rains have already arrived and I’m happy that Malawi has rain. Last year’s rains were apparently very low and crops suffered as a result. We so take the rain for granted back home. I will definitely now think twice now before I start cursing the rains back home.

Life up here on the plantation is absolutely beautiful. Tanya & Francois’ home is stunning – built entirely out of timber it has a warm, welcoming charm and is full of wonderful positive vibes. In addition to her 1.2 million eucalyptus trees in the ground, she also has a further 600,000 trees in the nursery…plus ducks, chickens, rabbits, sheep, vegetable plots both for the staff and for personal use, 3 gorgeous cats, Talula, Bugsy and Inque…and 2 bouncy, bubbly puppies Sam & Africa. Imagine Little Life On The Prairie and you won’t be far off! It has been such a pleasure relaxing with Tanya and Francois in their home and of course having the grand tour of the plantation and finally developing a deeper understanding of Tanya’s life out here. So much of Tanya’s way of living reminds me of my parent’s life in Italy – in so many ways I feel like I’m at a home away from home here.

It was Tanya’s birthday on Thursday…a cake was baked, champagne was popped, Francois cooked up an amazing meal and of course Miss Tanya was spoiled rotten. We enjoyed a wonderful relaxing day together that culminated with the 3 of us passed out on the sofa together, full of cake, champagne and bubbles. I’m so happy I have finally been able to celebrate her birthday with her here at her home. It really has been so amazing to spend time with both her and Francois. Tomorrow the 3rd chapter of the adventure begins…a trip to Chisala to see the primary school Tanya built (which was the project that initially brought her out to Malawi), then on to Nkhata Bay for a spot of partying, then Chintcheche to see Tanya’s plots of land by the lake & on to Kande beach for some horse riding. Wonderful.